Never let me go.

Assalamualaikum and hello :) dah lama tak update blog kan ? Haha I dont use the laptop that often anymore :) maklum lah, parents mai terlampau controlling. Nii pun update guba ipod je. So sekarang tarikh 1st of April pukul 11 tepat. Baru je lepas cakap goodnight kat wawan but macam biasa saya takkan tidur lagi :) semalam karnival okay sumpah best !!!!!! Nak letak gambar but susah ah kalau guna ipod :( hmm k. So mai sebenarnya update blog for a reason, I realise how bless I am to get Syazwan :') sebenarnya dalam relationship kitaorg, mai dah bnyk buat salah kat dia. Dah 9 bulan kitaorg couple and saya harap kekal sampai bila bila :) wawan jangan tinggalkan saya kay ? Sesungguhnya awak adalah sebahagian besar dalam hidup saya :) saya tak dapat bayangkan macam mana saya nak hidup kalau takde awak, awak telah memberi impak yg besar dalam kehidupan saya :) awak buat saya percaya yg bukan semua laki sama :') terima kasih wawan :3 bila dengar and baca balik semua benda kawan saya cakap pasal saya dgn wawan, saya bersyukur gila kerana Allah SWT telah kurniakan manusia sempurna untuk menjaga saya :) walaupun wawan selalu busy dgn activity harian dia, saya tetap bersyukur yg dia still ada disamping saya :3 so, assalamualaikum sayangku encik Syazwan, saya nak bgtau yg saya berterima kasih yg awak saya punya :) saya sayang and cintakan awak :) okay tu je utk post nii. Byeeee goodnight :3

Hey I missed you :*

Hello :) It's been a long time since I opened my blog :O HAHAHA bak kata syazwan 'dah bersawang dah blog awak tu' SO LIKE HAI BLOG I MISS YOU :* K so 2012 :O Whoaa best nya 2012 ! So far 2012 has been awesome for me :') GUESS WHAT ?! IM STILL IN LOVE WITH THAT GUY, YES ENCIK MUHAMMAD SYAZWAN :D B, me luf youuu terima kasih cause tetap sayang kan saya walapun kita dah bnyk gaduh and awak still sabar melayan perangai saya yg kejam and selalu kacau awak nii. B, I couldn't imagine not having you here beside me. Hold my hand and never let it go okay ? Sayang, i love you. Lots forever us kay ? :') Xx. 

Dah banyak kita lalui selama 8 bulan bersama dirimu wahai putera hatiku, sesungguh nya kamu lah segalanya dalam hatiku and ku amat mencintai kamu :*
awww :3 suwikk nya kita b ! ~~^.^~~ k sayang k saya tahu saya manja terlebih kadang kadang so thank you for understanding me so well :) 
TERIMA KASIH SAYANG ME LUFF YOU <3
that's all. HAHAHAHAHA *kesat air mata* 

2011 - 2012

Assalamualaikum :3
Heeeeeee nak cerita pasal new year's eve niii ;D 
So , I celebrated with Syazwan and his friend at Teluk Chempedak :3
I arrived at about 8.. I think.. I arrived with Taufiq my brother and My mom :D My mom had to follow or not my dad won't let me go , cause the celebration was at night. While Taufiq just wants to go and meet his friend -_- Okay so , I arrived and met Syazwan at McD , then we headed to Kedai Tera. Well Tera kawan kitaorg :D There , Syafiq (Syazwan's brother) wanted to eat, so me and Syazwan teman him lah. Then danny called me, he asked where was I ? Then I told him bla bla bla then Danny and Hakim came :) Then other people who I didn't know -_- ALL BOYS. Malu gila lepak semua laki, first time -_- Then Ezran came and Naufal and bla bla bla. Then it was so crowded -_- I asked Syazwan to teman me eat at Burger King (Y) Then kechek came :D HAHA still , I was the only girl -_- Then makan then teman kechek makan dekat kedai Shisha at the back. LOL I don't shisha k, Syazwan pun tak. Kitaorang baik :D 
HAHA we wasted most of the time with walking all around TC x) HAHA tkpe lah, I was happy asalkan ada awanwan :3 Then after that , kechek balik , so me and Syazwan pergi jumpa Tera :)  HAHA ada Tera and Afif. K , afif teramat sangat active xD Pastu start hujan :O omagod , best mandi hujan x) Kitaorang tk cari shelter pun , we are awesome liddat (Y) Then nampak ada random people main snow spray ;D HAHAHA then Tera semangat gila beli snow spray tuu , dia bagi saya satuuu :D HAHAHAHA sumpah best gila main snow spray , macam ape benda je kat tengah TC tu main , tapi tak malu sebab ramai orang main n_n Kitaorang spray satu badan Tera HAHA kesian dia :* Then Taufiq my brotherrrr came and said 'Amboi , galok nya dia' he was with him friends of course , then he said that he wanted one of the snow sprays , so me and Syazwan went to buy them ~  6bottles = Rm 10 HAHAHAHA okay murah. After that Ezran came HAHA dia dah lah tinggi , susah nak spray kepala dia xD Then danny and Hakim came , Danny lagi hebat ! Baki spray atas rambut saya , dia ambik and letak atas muka saya (Y) Thanks Danny Thanks -_-  Memang macam orang gila ah masa tunggu countdown tu xD Pastu jerit 5 , 4 , 3 , 2 , 1  HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!! LOL mcm benda je , tpi best lah :3  I sprayed Syazwan's back with the letter M ;D HAHA I love you sayang , I hope 2012 will be a wonderful year for us, may we stay love forever , until Jannah , InsyaAllah <3 And after everything it was raining really heavily so me and Syazwan took cover under the tent , beside my mom :P Haha muka semua orang berlekit je HAHA , then Syazwan took the rain water and washed my face :D Baik nya :')  Saya sayang dia <3 Sayanggg sangat sangat , Cinta insyaAllah sampai mati <3 Okay dah siap lah nii , byeeeeee :D

Promnight ♥

Every time I look into your eyes , I get high ;)

Hewhew promnight ? :3 Omaigod , sumpah best (Y)

Start dari pagi sebernanya nak get ready , at 10 o'clock , the spa lady came to my house and gave me a scrub ~ omaigod so relaxing :3 Pastu duduk rumah and pukul 4 pergi curl rambut kat Saloon :) 

At 6.45 arrived at Ecm and waited for Syazwan and Kechek. Tunggu diaorang bapak lama -,- Pastu Taufiq , my brother , paksa jalan-jalan kat ecm tu dengan pakai gitu nya -.- Terpaksa tahan malu bila semua orang pandang semacam. K over k pergi Ecm pakai gitu nya -.- Pukul 7.15 baru lah Syazwan sampai T.T Bapak lama nya -.- 

Then jalan lah 3 orang pergi Zenith Hotel :)

Sampai sana terus nampak Yeein keluar kereta , then pergi lah kat dia , dia omey u.u Forever insecure u.u The tunggu lah semua orang datang , then Pika , Asyirah semua tiba , ada Azrin and Hairie (boyfriend pika , Idk his name) Tunggu lah luar lobby , tunggu Tera sebab ticket kebanyakkan ada dengan dia -,- Tera lambat gila -.-

Then bila semua dah settle kat bawah , naik atas kat hall dia , settle kan ticket , then masuk ah :)  

MC dia mengarut -.- HAHAHAHAHA buat lawak bodoh yang tak jadi , then ada lucky draw semua ~ HAHA syazwan amat comel ye malam tuuu :3 Then , makan and all of ze performance , even though tak banyak activity malam tu , entah kenapa mcm syok je , bila rappers naik pentas , habis semua boys naik and melompat-lompat -,- okay actually comel x) Then this and that and this and that <--- all mcm borak and all that. Sepatutnya nak dancing dgn Syazwan , but tak sempat cause I went back home at 11.45 :( Sepatutnya habis pukul 12 lebih ~

We didn't win best couple , but just bersyukur dapat spend malam tu dengan Syazwan and everyone :*

Omaigod , Syazwan ilufyou :3 mwaaah :*

21.12.2011

Assalamualaikum yaaa :3
Hari ni ? wee wee :3 went to TC with Syazwan , Eryn , Kechek , Iqbal k ramai lagi sebernanya , malas aku tulis ramai ramai :p
So sebernanya janji dengan Syazwan pukul 12 , but since mama had some work to do , I went to TC at almost 2o'clock t-_-t 
I called Syazwan and he asked me to wait for him at the McD ice cream booth , so I went there , I saw this SHORT guy coming with a black T-shirt , hawaii pants and he didn't wear any shoes ,he brought an umbrella guess it was for me cause that naughty guy was playing in the rain -.- 
So he brought me to eryn and everyone else diaorang tengah bakar ayam bawah atap tuuuu , nampak haziq bakar pakai boxer dengan sweater (Y) HAHAHAHAHA sumpah kecik kaki dia O.o k mama eryn buat ayam sedap gila :( walaupun diaorang bakar hangus -.-  
Pastu sampai je , Syazwan ajak mandi pantai , alahai memang saya suka dengan pasir semua tu kan , TETAPI demi Syazwan relakan diri -.- pergi tukar baju kat McD then pergi pantai , OMBAK BAPAK KUAT macam nii ----> ~~~~~|||~~~~~|||| <----- ombak yang kuat. LOL defak mai -.- bahaya dah lah hujan , tapi kitaorang pakai mandi jeee , bila ombak kuat je mesti Syazwan pegang tangan and protect sya aww aww :3 terharuu nii :') I said to Syazwan yang taknak mandi pantai , guess what ? He carried me and throw me inside the , omg kejam nya dia u.u Tapiii omg sweet nya dia angkat sya :3 Pastu duduk kat Pantai and diaorang tanam saya dalam pasir yeee ~ Kechek jahat :( dia baling pasir kat saya :'( k actually fun , macam orang lain main snow , kita main pasir :D Diaorang nyani smua -.- Syahir dgn kechek selok sekali (Y)
Pastu naik balik and makang ayam ! :3 Saya tak suap diri sendiri LANGSUNG semua Syazwan buatkan :') . HAHA k sedap okay . Pergi beli burger kat McD sebab lapar sangat k . Lepas tuu dalam hujan , me and Syazwan pergi main kat Taman Permainan x) Dia tolak saya main buai ;D aww aww :3 k SYAZWAN KENAPA AWAK SWEET SANGAT !? PANG KANG ! k jkjk , IloveyouB :*  Pastu continue mandi then makan then mandi then makan (Y) LOL memang seronok ! Sumpah kata , today was awesome :')  The fact is that Syazwan is really naughty and degil , orang dah kata bahaya , ombak kuat , then dia still mandi , kan dah luka kaki , dia kata takpe dia katang . Memang ah , tapi sayang , bahaya. I don't want to lose you to the Sea , I wanna marry you and live happily ever after k.
Pastu dalam pukul 5 kut kitaorang naik and mandi , I didn't bring a towel , so Syazwan bagi guna dia punya dulu then baru dia guna . aww aww :3 lepas siap mandi semua , kitaorg duduk kat tempat yg beratap tu then Syazwan mintak sikat dari Eryn , guess whaaaat ? I sikat rambut dia :D HAHA k rmbt dia comel k. Me and Syazwan pergi beli Ice Cream , Oreo Mcflurry our ice cream <3  I took a little of ice cream on my finger then letak kat muka dia ;D HAHAHAHA kenapa dia comel sangat ? ;) Then semua pergi McD and makang then I went home :'(
K , I did some things on my wish list . 
1. Mandi hujan dgn boyfriend ;D
2.Be protected :')
Thanks for today everyone , had a blast . mwaah :*

hewhew n_n

Assalamualaikum :)
read the picture .
Muhammad Afif Aiman . 13 . SMK Mat Kilau . A best friend . An ex best friend . and now ? nothing..
Read the picture . I asked him why did he wrote that in his blog ? The answer ?
sebernanya dlm hidup eman ni tkde sapesape yang memahami eman , puas eman mencari seseorang yang boleh memahami eman , tpi sejak kita berkawan eman rasa mai lah orang yang eman cari selama ni , and eman rasa mai lah orang yang boleh memahami eman , tapi kenapa mai dah banyak berubah ? sejak mai cakap go die , eman terus hilang kepercayaan eman dekat mai , sejak tu eman dah rasa hidup eman seperti dulu , tiada siapa pon di samping eman yang blh memahami eman , and eman terpaksa lah tulis dekat blog , biar semua org tahu ape yg eman pendam selama ni , dkt org yang eman percaya dan berharap .


I don't know what the hell am I suppose to think already . I'm sorry for doing this eman . Goodbye . You were once something big in my life .

Alone -.-

Assalamualaikum :|
Comel tak colour nii ? HAHA comel kan ? x) k officially tukar colour now ~~ 
I'm actually sick right now . Horrible fever . I'm sitting all alone on my couch . In my room . Home alone .  I did wait for Syazwan to come back from his neighbours wedding , 2o'clock till 6o'clock I waited . Cause I thought if he was at least chatting with me , I could at least fell better . So at 6.05 he called and said that he was gonna be online on Facebook , I was sleeping then , but since I really wanted to talk to him , I got up from a bed and took the laptop , just as about 5minutes I was talking to him , I realized that it was time for me to eat my medicine . So I said bye to Syazwan and went down to have like 2 spoons of 'nasi goreng' and ate my medicine . I rushed up and I chated with Syazwan for a few mins till he said that he wants so sleep . K , I waited , I rushed and when I was gonna talk to him , HE WANTS TO SLEEP !? K , totally depressed . Not that I don't like it when he sleeps but at least spend a little time with me ? I've been waiting and waiting and this is what I get . Thanks ~ bye.