Sunday, June 26, 2011

Hatiku berdebar saat ku bersama mu ♥



Morning , Hello and Assalamualaikum :)
Woke up at 7 , and slept back -,- I'm very sure after posting thins I'm gonna go to sleep again and end up having breakfast+lunch :D Tee hee :))


Your are 1# in my heart and you will forever stay there <3


Pagi pagi dah jiwang -,- benda laaa , waiting for a good morning text ;) 


Listing to Get it right by Glee , that song makes me feel awesome <3


LAPAR LAPAR LAPAR , I'M AWESOME AND I'M HUNGRY xD


Kbyeee ah , wanna go sleeeeeeeepppp , nighty night :D

Saturday, June 25, 2011

He's finally mine :)


On 20th June till 24th June I was single , then 24th June I was Syazwan's <3


Teee heee , dapat gak kita couple dengan diaaa.. Happy nya :D


Sorry gambar senget sikit , after I said sorry that day , he texted me that , but he tak call pun hari nii , sbb dia tertinggal phone kat rumah -,-




K , I really don't know what to write xD Kbyeee

Friday, June 24, 2011

Guess what ?

Hello , Hai , Chack and Assalamualaikum :)


So , guess what ? I broke up with Badrul . Cause of syai. Just , I don't know , we broke up -,- I send a letter to him through Syamim and on 20th of June , I'm single.


Buuuuuuuuttttt , waaaaaaiiiiittt for the next post , cause it's gonna blow your minds <3

Sunday, June 19, 2011

I miss you Budak :*

Mohammad Syazwan Bin Ridzwan , I miss you Budak <3
Like 2 week we haven't talked at all eh ? Padahal dulu , sehari tak cakap dengan dia rasa mcm nak mati. Susah weyh hidup tak ada dia , sebab dia yang selalu call , dia yang selalu text Good Morning , dia yang selalu teman saya malam malam , dia yang sentiasa ada , bila saya perlukan. 

Here's some of our conversation eh :)

At the end of every phone call
Him : Iloveyou
Me : Iloveyoutoo
Him : Iloveyouthree
Me : Iloveyoufour :D

Me : Saya tak reti bawak basikal laa
Him : Laaa , meh saya ajar :D
Me : Taknak ah , nnt jatuh.
Him : Kan saya ada , sya tkkan biarkan awak jatuh , and klau awak jatuh pun , saya akan rawatkan :)
Me : AWWWHHH <3

Haha , tu je yang ingat xD
Can't believe from a simple Hai , turned into an ALMOST relationship and ended with a fight and we never talked ever again.
The last time I talked to him when he was in Bukit Ranging for a family day , I talked to his brother on that day too , and his kacip Hardzick. 

Me : Hello ?
Syafiq : Haaai , nama awak siapa ?
Me : Maisarah Bt. Mahmud xD
Syafiq : Umur awak berapa ?
Me : 13.
Syafiq : OOOOHHH 13 , mudddaaa laaaggiii adik ipar aku niii 

HAHAHA xD Syafiq is Syazwan's brother.

We don't say okay , we say okeng all cause it was fun to say.He once called me and I heard his friend shout MAISARAH MAHMUD xD. The first time he ever said Iloveyou to me on the phone was so awkward but so sweet :* He calls me His Makcik Comel Kesayangku , cause I called him my budak. He was so sweet , I fucking miss him. I wanna hear his voice again , I wanna chat with him again.

On the second week on the school holidays , he ada ajak keluar tau , Mama pun da bagi , and I was so excited nak jumpa dia , then kita gaduh , habis , hancur semua T.T  I totally menyesal what I've done wrong , I miss him so much.

Syazwan , if your reading this , just wanna say that I miss you like crazy. 




I'll sit and watch the whole world go against me :)

Oreo ~ Eating orea now :D  I was eating Ice Cream , till my cat finished it -,-


Soooo , Malam semalam gaduh lagi dengan Badrul Amirul , entah ah , rsa mcm dia tk sayang da sya , tp dia kata dia sayang. ENTAH.


Now , Im just gonna sit and watch as the whole world go against me :)


Singing and eating makes me feel better :) Talked on the phone with Geraldine just now , Thank You for being there when I was crying :)


Byeeee , I have something else to do now xD

Saturday, June 18, 2011

I'm not perfect.

How many times will it take for me to get it right ?


Hey Badrul , is my good not good enough for you ? I guess it isn't.


Kay that song , that post down there , I sing it cause I know , I'm not perfect , I'm not beautiful . I'm not syaira diyana.


I really not in the mood. Kbye.

Get It Right (Glee) - Finn/Rachel